its been almost a month now and i am still waiting that everything will be back to normal.. but its not happening.. i know that already. its hard to be in this moment where you cant do anything about it. just some memories that makes you happy. i want to be in that moment what i have.. not in some future bullshit that i don't know it exist.... if you have to be with someone fucking be with someone why think so much. i donnt know why i am writing it in a blog but there are so many stupid and fucked up things right now so i don't even care. well time heals everything and i know it but who wants to move on because i know what i want.. i have tried everything though and even dated other people but here i am still holding back to you.. i don't know how things will go but i know one thing for sure that without you i wont be happy!!
