Moving On!!

its been almost a month now and i am still waiting that everything will be back to normal.. but its not happening.. i know that already. its hard to be in this moment where you cant do anything about it. just some memories that makes you happy. i want to be in that moment what i have.. not in some future bullshit that i don't know it exist.... if you have to be with someone fucking be with someone why think so much. i donnt know why i am writing it in a blog but there are so many stupid and fucked up things right now so i don't even care. well time heals everything and i know it but who wants to move on because i know what i want.. i have tried everything though and even dated other people but here i am still holding back to you.. i don't know how things will go but i know one thing for sure that without you i wont be happy!!

A Long Drive

A way Far from home, responsibilities, tensions all switched off just for the moment in which you can be with yourself. in some place that you never been and without knowing where you will stop. the journey where you don't have a destination just the distance and the peace for yourself alone. nobody knows you, nobody will disturb you. calmness in your mind feels like closing your eyes and capturing the moments. Smiling on your own thoughts, wondering why you have been so involved in your busy life that you don't even have time for yourself.

  A moment of your life when its only you and the cold breeze comes along. wishing the time to slow down for a while. there is so much to do in life. well lie is good when you live it and taking an opportunity when you can remind yourself that you have to appreciate everything that is with you and that is worth appreciating in your life. like the smell of the soil, hands to hold someone, arms to open wide for someone, eyes to look at the beautiful world, relationships, family, friends.... a lot more to be happy for and all these thoughts comes when you are in that peaceful moment and i am in mine , alone in my thoughts with a beautiful view and someone to say i Love you to..... its my Long Drive....!!